I'm not a cat

Yes, i'm not.
Never was, never will.

Cat's are my favorite.Love them like i love myself. Hoped i was one of them. Hoped i can live their life.
At one point i even wish to wake up tomorrow and find myself with paws.
But of course, that never did happened.

Cats live quite a leisure life. They can go around chasing butterflies (not to eat them, just merely fascinated by the wings movement of a butterfly), do some sun bathing , mice catching, investigate whatever new things, that kind of stuff. I always thought...it's not fair. Why i didn't get to be like that, like a cat......of course the answer is clear...quite stupid i didn't get to it earlier actually XDDD

I was thinking, what god thought when he was creating me. He(/she/it) didn't make me a cat. He made me human. He gave me capabilities beyond a cat, a brain that could think logically and intuitively, with hands that can at least grab a pencil, what value did he saw in me.....that he think i could be "beyond a cat"?

Did he thought i could bring greater good than just catching mice?
(not to say greater, but DIFFERENT good...i guess)

Everything have it's value, heritage or not, building or not, people or not. It really depends on what people try to appreciate. What was my value to him?

Did i asked him to made me human when i was(if i was) a cat? So that i could walk, run, think, draw, enjoy, to live a life of greater experience and value? And now, ironically, i asked him to make me back to cat, because human, are complicated beings, and thinks was not like i imagine?

Don't be silly.
I don't want to be a cat. Cat can't do sketches.
I don't need to be a cat. I'm beyond a cat.

I am human. I am me.


I am complete =)