It's very late and i have programs tomorrow, but i simply could not ignore the impulse that came to me tonight.
This urge to write something.
I had just came back from a great movie and received my birthday presents from my friends, and i am very happy. The presents are very nice, and i like the sense of spontaneity they have shown when choosing the presents. It was natural, random, creative and everything i had loved. The fact that they remembered also touched my heart.
Yes, it's going to be a new year. I picture people standing by Gurney drive celebrating with fireworks of their hearts, each sending a wish to the center of the universe, which you might refer to as god. God must be busy.
My wish? I'm good. I had everything i had ever wanted in secondary school(about 5 years from now)Thoughts brought me back to my secondary school days, when i graduate until now, i heard people say that they missed those day, i thought, how i wish i could say the same. But i could not, cos i did not miss it. The days seems like years and the corridors seems endless. I'm like a robot feeding on tuition classes and all i had is good grades. The place where i exist like i did not, where nobody really knows or remember me , when i don't even know myself. I knew back then something was missing, i just didn't know what is it.
Of course, i found out and i'm grateful for everything i could enjoy right now. I am thankful for my friends, the way they always share their real feelings and thoughts, the way they see life. I'm smiling because i know that many years from today i will tell someone " how i missed those days" referring to the days i am here, enjoying my university life with all my most precious gifts.I would say how i missed staying up late, doing stupid things, how we always blur-blur and said "press the button" in front of the elevator.
It will become part of me NOW, and i will pass it forward =)
I now know that the power of the universe is within me and i will not ignore it anymore.
Thank you very much, other parts of the universe (which is you) . May you be well and happy.
Best regrades for 2012 <3 Continue the journey
You finally met the correct people... And so your happiness come to you... Anyway, 大个女啦... hahax...
ReplyDeletei love this post.. partly cuz i could understand wat u wrote. one of the few posts in english eh?! haha XD glad u r enjoying ur uni life :) actually i felt like dat in secondary school too, whr ntg i did really did matter.. haha u are one lucky girl to be so talented in art and to be doing wat u love in uni! XD happy for u dat u found whr u belong :) continue to pursue ur dream in arts and i wish u a successful journey ahead, my dear roommate :)
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